有时觉得闷，就想找些事做，
但是事情做完了，那还剩下什么呢？
有时觉得头痛，就吞一粒止痛药；
但是要吞到何时头痛才会消失？不再纠缠着？
有时觉得想吐，就休息一下，让那做呕感消失；
但是这感觉从何而来？因何而存在？
有时觉得悲，想大哭一场；
但是想了又想，干吗哭啊？神经病！
有时觉得忙，就没时间去像其他的事；
但是想想，有多少时间我是忙着的？偶尔罢了。。
有时觉得懒，就想找个借口开溜；
但是始终良心发现，算了吧。。。还是做工去也。。
有时觉得自己很没用，什么事都不懂，不清楚；
但是有谁给我们时间去适应新环境？了解工作范围？
有时觉得很孤单，就会胡思乱想；
但是这是难以避免的啊。。。辛酸啊。。。
Went for a Tioman trip with my friends from Batu Pahat last 3 days. It’s a nice trip although the monsoon is coming. Some of us went for snorkelling whereas the others went for diving. Luckily the weather was considered good compared to those during my April trip to Tioman. Didn’t get any sunburn but i’m getting darker!:p Don’t know when i’ll be fairer…it takes longer time for me though. *sighs*
While i’m updating my blog, i’m lying comfortably on my Mersing’s house’s couch. Hmm…damn relaxing. It’s better if i don’t have to work tomorrow. Pei and me agreed that taking a day off after the Tioman trip was a good decision after all. We took this day to settle some bill and rental. Got a free lunch in between as the landlady asked us for lunch in her house (at least saved some money ;>). Besides that, we went ’shopping’ at the ONE AND ONLY ’supermarket’ in Mersing in order to replenish our food stock as well as to get some plastics for our garbage bin…:) Then…we’re back in the house again. It’s nice to take a day off from work once in a while….doing nothing in particular at home…relaxing. Sleep when i feel like it.
Am having idiopathic headaches recently. Maybe i don’t have enough quality sleep i think :X. Have to rest more often i guess…
